Lies of My Monster

Lies of My Monster

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  • Author:Rina Kent
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Summary

From the USA Today bestselling author Rina Kent comes a new dark mafia romance。

In our brutal world, there’s no such thing as the truth。
Lies overflow until they become a reality。
But I’m determined to uncover what happened to my family。
One problem, though。
My monster, Kirill。
We are not the same anymore。
It’s become hard to trust one another。
But it’s downright impossible to stay away from each other。
It’s mad, chaotic, and wrong, but it’s us。
And we might have to pay for it with blood。

This book is part of a trilogy and can't be read on its own。

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Review by: Jennifer(5 Stars)I waited till the last minute to read this story, I just knew once I started, I wouldn't be able to put it down and then the long wait to book three would start。 I was right, I inhaled this book like that fat kid with cake, once I started, I could not put it down。 Rina Kent has a way of creating these dark and a bit disturbed worlds that just suck you in and hold you hostage。 Then when it's all over it's like you have Stockholm syndrome, you just can't stop thinking a Review by: Jennifer(5 Stars)I waited till the last minute to read this story, I just knew once I started, I wouldn't be able to put it down and then the long wait to book three would start。 I was right, I inhaled this book like that fat kid with cake, once I started, I could not put it down。 Rina Kent has a way of creating these dark and a bit disturbed worlds that just suck you in and hold you hostage。 Then when it's all over it's like you have Stockholm syndrome, you just can't stop thinking about it and all the feels it gave you。 This is the second of the trilogy, so be prepared, it starts where book one left off and it ends in a cliffy that will have you reeling。 I loved every word。 The drama, danger, the spicy bits that were on fire; I give this 5 stars。 。。。more

Yasmin ✧・゚

3。5 idk how I feel about kirill anymore after that ending because idk how else you can explain what Sasha saw

__maii

This review has been hidden because it contains spoilers。 To view it, click here。 2。5⭐️。 It’s my fault for having high expectations for this book, but it had so much potential。 Kirill is fucking delusional。 How do you feel betrayed by Sasha when she didn’t even invite you to go with her??? Both of them don’t know how to communicate… honest conversation would’ve sufficed。 I feel like I didn’t learn anything from this book…。only that Sasha left her family for kirill, Kirill punished her for a situation he made up, kirill wanting her but not, Sasha sacrificing herself to prove l 2。5⭐️。 It’s my fault for having high expectations for this book, but it had so much potential。 Kirill is fucking delusional。 How do you feel betrayed by Sasha when she didn’t even invite you to go with her??? Both of them don’t know how to communicate… honest conversation would’ve sufficed。 I feel like I didn’t learn anything from this book…。only that Sasha left her family for kirill, Kirill punished her for a situation he made up, kirill wanting her but not, Sasha sacrificing herself to prove loyalty, Sasha saying she loves him, kirill told her to never leave him, kirill gets married to Sasha, & kirill gets married again to someone else。 Oh & we found Anton apparently… wtf did I read honestly。 。。。more

Bhavs

just one word: PERFECT I LOVED LOVED LOVED ALEKSANDRA AND KIRILL DYNAMICS AGAIN, and Aleksandra is so adorable 😍 Ch-12,16 were one of my favsAND THE CLIFFHANGER OMGGGG!!! I JUST CANT-Can't wait to read the next, but dejected too that it'll be their conclusions, i mean ofc we'd see them in other books but it won't be the same 🥹😔😔 just one word: PERFECT I LOVED LOVED LOVED ALEKSANDRA AND KIRILL DYNAMICS AGAIN, and Aleksandra is so adorable 😍 Ch-12,16 were one of my favsAND THE CLIFFHANGER OMGGGG!!! I JUST CANT-Can't wait to read the next, but dejected too that it'll be their conclusions, i mean ofc we'd see them in other books but it won't be the same 🥹😔😔 。。。more

Larisa

4,4/5 stars

rika

3。5

Aaliyah Reads

this was defs a filler book but a good filler book if you know what i mean?!?!?rina kent knows how to write a mature dark mafia romance SO BLOODY GOOD!! I did think there were some scenes that lasted too long but all and all a really good book and i love that they’re short😍The spicy!! the tension!! the EVERYTHING so good!!The cliffhanger has me hanging and i’m excited for the next book NEXT month😭😍4/5⭐️

Amna S

I can’t how am I supposed to wait a month!!!!Halfway throughout the book I was thinking “what if Kiril gets married” this would be insane and fun and just after this thought it happened 😭😭😭😭 but Sasha was so sad I literally felt my heart leaping out of my chest because of how sad she felt。Plus the whole thing with the cottage was somehow so naive of Sasha, I knew Kiril would still marry Kristine or whatever her name is。 And Yuri was so obvious, I knew he’s Anton since like 25% of the book。 Goddd I can’t how am I supposed to wait a month!!!!Halfway throughout the book I was thinking “what if Kiril gets married” this would be insane and fun and just after this thought it happened 😭😭😭😭 but Sasha was so sad I literally felt my heart leaping out of my chest because of how sad she felt。Plus the whole thing with the cottage was somehow so naive of Sasha, I knew Kiril would still marry Kristine or whatever her name is。 And Yuri was so obvious, I knew he’s Anton since like 25% of the book。 Goddd I literally can’t wait till the next book!!! 。。。more

Em

He might be a monster, but he's my monster。And I refuse to have it any other way。 🖤🥀Omg! The cliffhanger… I can’t deal right now! This trilogy is going to be amazing, I’m so on edge right now。 I freaking love this!!!! My heart, I don’t even know where to begin with how I’m feeling… 🤯🤯🤯 I need more! He might be a monster, but he's my monster。And I refuse to have it any other way。 🖤🥀Omg! The cliffhanger… I can’t deal right now! This trilogy is going to be amazing, I’m so on edge right now。 I freaking love this!!!! My heart, I don’t even know where to begin with how I’m feeling… 🤯🤯🤯 I need more! 。。。more

Nyl

Loved it Wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf you can't leave us hanging like that 。 MANH I want to know what happened 。。。。。that fucker ughhhh what the hell he is getting married ????????didn't he just say he's coming tonight ??????what the hell 。 I don't think I can wait for a month 。。。。someone please tell me that I'm not the only one 。 THIS IS KILLING ME RIGHT NOW I WISH I SHOULD HAVE WAITED FOR THE NEXT BOOK TO BE RELEASED BEFORE I READ THIS 。。。。。。rina Kents books are the only books I read without needing Loved it Wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf you can't leave us hanging like that 。 MANH I want to know what happened 。。。。。that fucker ughhhh what the hell he is getting married ????????didn't he just say he's coming tonight ??????what the hell 。 I don't think I can wait for a month 。。。。someone please tell me that I'm not the only one 。 THIS IS KILLING ME RIGHT NOW I WISH I SHOULD HAVE WAITED FOR THE NEXT BOOK TO BE RELEASED BEFORE I READ THIS 。。。。。。rina Kents books are the only books I read without needing to know the tropes or anything but ughhhh I wish april 6th comes sooooon 。 But whatever loved the book 🫂😭 。。。more

ella

3。9!!!!! coz i dont know if I like this or not, WHAT WAS THAT ENDING???

Vanessa97

4,5⭐️Better then the first one, but I know that Rina can do better! Can't wait for the last one 4,5⭐️Better then the first one, but I know that Rina can do better! Can't wait for the last one 。。。more

Nour

NAN MAIS LA JE SUIS CHOQUE CEST QUOI CE DELIRE??!!!!! COMMENT IL OSE FAIRE CA IL EST BETE OU QUOI JE VAIS VRMT CABLÉ。 IL OSE MARIER UNE MEUF POUR LE PVR APRES AVOIR FAKE MARIÉ SACHA ET MTN IL A LANCÉ UNE ATTAQUE SUR ELLE PSK CETTE HMARA ELLE A RACONTÉ LA VERITÉ SUR SA FAMILLE AJRHEJZJZKDKKDKD。 Punaise je pensais vrmt c’était un bon Kirill rt qu’il mentait pas sur ses émotions。 Il décide de marier Sacha mais il s’avère que c’est un fake marriage et elle le sait pas miskina ensuite elle raconte tt NAN MAIS LA JE SUIS CHOQUE CEST QUOI CE DELIRE??!!!!! COMMENT IL OSE FAIRE CA IL EST BETE OU QUOI JE VAIS VRMT CABLÉ。 IL OSE MARIER UNE MEUF POUR LE PVR APRES AVOIR FAKE MARIÉ SACHA ET MTN IL A LANCÉ UNE ATTAQUE SUR ELLE PSK CETTE HMARA ELLE A RACONTÉ LA VERITÉ SUR SA FAMILLE AJRHEJZJZKDKKDKD。 Punaise je pensais vrmt c’était un bon Kirill rt qu’il mentait pas sur ses émotions。 Il décide de marier Sacha mais il s’avère que c’est un fake marriage et elle le sait pas miskina ensuite elle raconte tt la vérité sur sa miff et même sur son frère disparu。 Une semaine plus tard il marie la petite fille du Pakhan pdt que Sacha est dans une petite maison au milieu de nul part psk il la envoyé la bas pour que askip elle soit bien et tt。 Ensuite ensuite Yuri qui est enft Anton le frère de Sacha debarque et lui dit tt et ensuite BOOM c’est quoi ce cliffhanger la。 Je veux la suite mtn wsh。 Sacha toi aussi pk t naïve comme ca pk tu le marie en secret et tu te dmd pas pk il le fait en secret? Pk il le dit au monde entier? Bah nn la petite elle se marie dans une cave avec lui c nptk。 En plus tu lui parle de ta famille en pensant qu’il a rien fait a ta famille alors que c’est lui qui as possiblement ordonné de les tuer。 Nan vrmt ta abusé et jespr pour toi tu tue sa femme psk sinn je vais essayer de shift et je vais aller le tuer moi même。 Parcontre la le truc de Yuri je suis maxi CHOQUÉ’?????? je savais que Anton ferait une apparence d’ici la fin du livre mais je savais pas que ca allait être Yuri wshhh ca explique TOUTT。 Pk il est protecteur d’elle quand elle trainait trop avec Maks et ttt。 Sah RK elle ne cesse de m’abasourdir et heureusement le dernier livre sort dans 1 mois。 J’ai hate de lire la suite vrmtt c’est trop incroyable la ca rentre clairement dans mon top 5 des meilleurs séries。 1000000000000/10✨✨✨✨❤️❤️❤️(Crmt je met des vrai coeurs) 。。。more

jonathan moreno

obsessed!!!!I love this series it kept me up all night because I could not stop reading it!!!! Poor Sasha 😭😭😭

Rebecca

Binged!I’ve been waiting for this book to come out since the first one was released, and I binged and read this book within a day。 Loved it from beginning to end a little annoyed that the book ended with a cliffhanger, can’t wait for the final installment。 I love Sasha and Kirill’s characters。 The tension between them is explosive。

ApoorvaReads

1 star for viktor punching sasha and 1 star for Rai, Adrian and Damien crumbs🙏

Hind

rina kent you are a masterpiece 🔥

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that cliffhanger…omg…。i need that third book like NOW。

Carla Bulian

I can’t believe this。 It’s totally weird what happened at the end, come on…。This book was unexpected just WOW。It’s worth the reading。

Mandyloves2read

My mind is officially blown!!! I don’t even know what to say my heart is beating so fast after that ending I’m afraid it’s going to beat right out of my chest lol sweet lawd this author knows how to keep you hanging on to every word right to the very end! This book picked up right where the first one left off it was action packed right from the get the suspense the heat the chemistry and that ending!!! It’s official my mind is broken I’ll come back and try to make some sense and if I don’t take My mind is officially blown!!! I don’t even know what to say my heart is beating so fast after that ending I’m afraid it’s going to beat right out of my chest lol sweet lawd this author knows how to keep you hanging on to every word right to the very end! This book picked up right where the first one left off it was action packed right from the get the suspense the heat the chemistry and that ending!!! It’s official my mind is broken I’ll come back and try to make some sense and if I don’t take this as your cue to read this book! 。。。more

Beatriz Nascimento

love it ❤️❤️❤️

Belen

This review has been hidden because it contains spoilers。 To view it, click here。 ATENCIÓN SPOILER‼️Lo siguiente es todo lo que sentí y pensé durante la lectura del libro o más bien dicho los desahogos muy necesarios que tuve que hacer para continuar con la lectura por lo que contiene demasiados spoilers。▶️Primer desahogo:Necesito desahogarme sobre Kirill。No puedo comprender como puede ser tan estúpido!!! De verdad que no puedo。 Me estaba encantando hasta el momento exacto en el que decide concertar un matrimonio con Kristina, vamos a ser completamente honestos y es que se ve ATENCIÓN SPOILER‼️Lo siguiente es todo lo que sentí y pensé durante la lectura del libro o más bien dicho los desahogos muy necesarios que tuve que hacer para continuar con la lectura por lo que contiene demasiados spoilers。▶️Primer desahogo:Necesito desahogarme sobre Kirill。No puedo comprender como puede ser tan estúpido!!! De verdad que no puedo。 Me estaba encantando hasta el momento exacto en el que decide concertar un matrimonio con Kristina, vamos a ser completamente honestos y es que se ve venir desde jupiter que iba a hacer esto。。。 aún no acabo este libro pero es Rina por lo que es evidente que no va a suceder pero es que de verdad no puedo con la frustración y la ira que me provoca!!!Poniendo un contexto, estoy en la parte en la cual habla con Sasha en el armario y ella le recrimina y le dice que la deje marchar。。。 Y EL SE NIEGA!!! Como diablos tiene esa osadía, de verdad no comprendo como puede causarle ese dolor y no importarle osea Sasha incluso le dice que no sólo se va a casar con ella sino que la va a besar y obvio tiene que acostarse con ella para engendrar un bebé!!! Y aun así NO SIENTE NINGUNA MALDITA CULPA。Es el colmo para mi, de verdad es que me dan ganas de gritar。。。 repito yo sé que no va a pasar pero es que el solo hecho de que aceptara esto para mi es un absoluto NO y de estar posicionándose como uno de mis favoritos paso a estar con Daniel entre los protagonistas que peor me caen。Por un momento pensé que me iba a encantar tanto como Adrián pero definitivamente no le llega ni a los talones y no es ni remotamente tan inteligente como lo hacen ver。▶️Continua el desahogo:DIOOOSSS!!! Es que de verdad no puedooo, me calmo vuelvo a leer y me vuelvo a enfurecer!!!!!😤😤Como se atreve ese imbécil a querer volverla la amante, decirle que se vaya un tiempo con Karina para que el que。。。 SE PUEDA FOLLAR A SU ESPOSA HASTA EMBARAZARLA!!!🤬🤬🤬 y más encima tiene la osadía de cuando ella le dice que se quiere ir, que no la toque de decirle que va a recurrir a Kristina para saciar sus necesidades!!! Aunque sea de farol yo LO MATO, LO MATO Y LO RE MATO!!!!!Ya me calme。。。 más o menos😅Se que es un recurso muy utilizado y generalmente no le doy importancia porque es puro farol pero es que ya no pasó a Kirill, definitivamente se queda al ladito de Daniel。。。 bueno tampoco tanto pero si se queda cerquita。Yo creo que me afecto tanto porque de verdad me estaba encantando al punto de que pensé que iba a ser de mis favoritos junto con Adrián y Aiden。▶️Actualización final de mi desahogo:Era obvio。。。 desde el momento en que apareció con el anillo y se casaron。 Yo sabía que esto se iba a ir al sur, no podía ser más evidente que no era real。。。。 No me malentiendan yo creo que su matrimonio es el real y el suyo con Kristina es falso, sin embargo, se veía venir que solo la estaba engañando y más aún cuando le dijo que la enviaba lejos por 6 meses。 Mentalmente lo estaba asesinando una y otra vez porque me pareció horrible que se casara con Kristina, aunque repito no creo que sea el legal pero si es cierto que tuvo la ceremonia y eso duele。。。 duele porque la mantiene como un sucio secreto y en el fondo lo siento como una infidelidad。Ahora pasando a otro tema。。。 wow, wow, wow el final me dejo crazy, en definitiva no se como me perdí ese giro😱 siento que Rina hizo tan evidente lo del matrimonio que me lo perdí totalmente, literal me explotó la mente🤯 yo pensé que lo que sucedía con Yuri era otra cosa pero no。。。Al final yo se que todo va a ser un malentendido o no es como se ve pero lo de Macks al final me dejo en tanto suspenso que necesito urgente el tercer libro😩 ahora me toca sufrir hasta abril por ansiosa🥺。 Generalmente no leo en inglés porque al no ser mi idioma nativo siento que no disfruto tanto del libro pero este en definitiva me hizo sentir demasiado apesar de que la lectura tal vez no fue tan fluida, sin embargo, no me arrepiento o bueno si, pero no tanto 😜 solo lamento tener que esperar para el final de esta trilogía。Fin del desahogo, gracias por leerme y soportarme。 Pido disculpas si alguien se siente ofendido o tal vez no concuerda conmigo。。。 esto es solo mi opinión y lo que yo sentí leyendo el libro 🤗PD: Lamento los errores ortográficos o gramaticales que pude tener pero escribí rápido en mi furia y después no corregí 🥺 。。。more

no

This review has been hidden because it contains spoilers。 To view it, click here。 OMG ( don’t mind my grammar and punctuation) This book could’ve ATE SO HARD BUT IT DIDNT AND THE PLATE IS FULL。 IDK WHY THIS GIRL JUST WANTS TO NOT MENTION THE MOST IMPORTANT PART OF BOOK 1 which is B!TCH HE DONE KILLED UR FAM AND NOW IN BOOK 3 HE LEAVING U FOR ANOTHA BITCH RIDICULOUS LIKE SASHA MA GURL STAND UP STAND UP! U is not weak in the knees PERIOD。 Anyway the book was still scum dilly yum yum like imma think about for the next month fr #i❤️KIRILL BUT EVERY-TIME I SEE HIS NAME I KEEP ON T OMG ( don’t mind my grammar and punctuation) This book could’ve ATE SO HARD BUT IT DIDNT AND THE PLATE IS FULL。 IDK WHY THIS GIRL JUST WANTS TO NOT MENTION THE MOST IMPORTANT PART OF BOOK 1 which is B!TCH HE DONE KILLED UR FAM AND NOW IN BOOK 3 HE LEAVING U FOR ANOTHA BITCH RIDICULOUS LIKE SASHA MA GURL STAND UP STAND UP! U is not weak in the knees PERIOD。 Anyway the book was still scum dilly yum yum like imma think about for the next month fr #i❤️KIRILL BUT EVERY-TIME I SEE HIS NAME I KEEP ON THINKING OF SHRIMP…… IDK MAYBE IM JUST FATASS#sending love beebeeb 。。。more

Meena Sharma

oh my gods Emotional rollercoaster!!! And the twists of all twists! April cannot come soon enough!!! Rina you’ve got me in a choke hold and I won’t recover until April!!😫😫

Jen

disappointed, annoyed, and frustrated- he went freaking ballistic and attack the whole group who abducted her- he's so petty he required her to have a pet name for him 🙃- (view spoiler)[ the crazy psycho locked her up in the basement so she wouldn't leave, then married her on a whim (apparently this is a fake marriage based on the ending) and this is just so cruel to break her heart for the second time around。 it's bad enough when she found out about the arranged marriage but it's worse that h disappointed, annoyed, and frustrated- he went freaking ballistic and attack the whole group who abducted her- he's so petty he required her to have a pet name for him 🙃- (view spoiler)[ the crazy psycho locked her up in the basement so she wouldn't leave, then married her on a whim (apparently this is a fake marriage based on the ending) and this is just so cruel to break her heart for the second time around。 it's bad enough when she found out about the arranged marriage but it's worse that he gave her hope in the form of fake marriage when in reality he'll still proceed with the arrangement 😭🥺 (hide spoiler)]- she went above and beyond to prove her loyalty after what happened from the first book and all he did was betrayed, manipulated, and controlled her 😢 she's so precious and too good for him and he honestly don't deserve her- she chose him over her family, went on a hunger strike to stay in her post, tattooed his pet name on her body, made herself fall on the stair so she could convince him to go home (this is stupid btw), almost got assaulted for protecting him, and there are so many more things she did that idk anymore whether i should be proud or annoyed about- i wish she never said "i love you" to him and what's with him not saying it back? UGH! - i'm really not liking kirill in this book, he made me furious。 he's so driven by his ambition that he doesn't give a shit about sasha。 he's so toxic and territorial (which is common with RK male leads, but he's downright annoying it's not even funny)。- (view spoiler)[ how can he go through two weddings in a span of one week? (hide spoiler)]- but i can't with him when he actually counts the number of times he fvck her 😂- maybe it's me but i don't appreciate the consummation part it feels impersonal when he did it from behind。 for someone who's so obsessed with her i was expecting something more intimate。- i don't know how should i feel with all of his manipulations, but main emotion is annoyance。 how dare he do that???- gooosh that ending!!!! i can't believe i have to wait for another month for the last book。 i should've waited for the trilogy to be completed before reading this 😭- i wish she get her revenge in the last book and made him fall on his knees。 since i'm fuming at the moment, this is the only time i'm so really NOT looking forward for the MCs to end up together (but we all know that's impossible)。 if i were her, once i'm done with retribution i'm gonna dump his ass, walk away, and will never ever look back (again it's probably the anger in me speaking)- i'm so fvked up with this second installment, the last book better be good so this annoyance i'm having right now would be worth it 。。。more

Coramarie Gaumer

WHAT IS GOING ON…。that ending omfg…it can’t be true right? KIRILL CANT DO THAT TO SASHA…RIGHT?!?! AHHHH but the stuff yuri/anton showed sasha seemed like some pretty legit proof…but it can’t be right?!?!? personally i think sasha’s family is super sketchy…like beyond suspicious。 so i’m holding out hope that they are the bad guys lol。 this book was another masterpiece by the miss Rina Kent。 counting down the seconds until April 6th😣😣

M

4。5

Axa

What the fuck did I just read? This book suffered from second book syndrome real hard。

Bhuvi (Thriving In The Blues)

I wasn't as excited for this book as I was for the first one, but honestly I really enjoyed both of them。 Sasha and Kirill are sooo wrapped up in each other that they will do the dumbest shit for each other。 I am here for it。Also, I sincerely thank Rina Kent for not making Sasha a weak bimbo who cannot protect herself。 This woman is a badass even if she becomes really stupid when it comes to Kirill。 And Kirill is superior to all other Rina Kent heroes (except for Jonathan of course) because I co I wasn't as excited for this book as I was for the first one, but honestly I really enjoyed both of them。 Sasha and Kirill are sooo wrapped up in each other that they will do the dumbest shit for each other。 I am here for it。Also, I sincerely thank Rina Kent for not making Sasha a weak bimbo who cannot protect herself。 This woman is a badass even if she becomes really stupid when it comes to Kirill。 And Kirill is superior to all other Rina Kent heroes (except for Jonathan of course) because I couldn't stand any of them。 He is crazy and manipulative, but Sasha has him wrapped around her little finger。 But I am really mad at him right now because of the ending。 He will have to grovel。 Like a lot。All in all, this was really fun and entertaining, albeit completely unreasonable but who cares about reason because its a mafia romance。 。。。more

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